Yourself?

What I miss

My inaccurate take on the Sun Yanzi song.

I asked you why she forwarded me that message.
But you didn't explain, you just kept quiet.
I thought you still cared about me, that you'd try.
But I knew that you didn't want to bother.

I really wanted to know why I no longer make you smile
But I didn't dare to ask. I just pretended I understood
Pride pulls us in different directions off the winding path of love
Pretending to understand, I just didn't want to face the naked truth
I'd rather choose losing you over feeling helpless.

What I miss is chatting about everything and nothing
What I miss is dreaming with you
What I miss is the impulse, after our arguments
To run back into your arms and love you
I remember that birthday, I remember that song
I remember those stars in the skies, the tightest grip, the warmest embrace

Who remembered?
Who forgot?

I really wanted to know why I no longer make you happy
But I didn't dare to ask. I just pretended I understood
Pride pulls us in different directions off the winding path of love
Pretending to understand, I just didn't want to face the naked truth
I'd rather choose losing you over feeling helpless.

What I miss is chatting about nothing and everything
What I miss is dreaming with you
What I miss is the impulse, after our arguments
To run back into your arms and love you
I remember that birthday, I remember that song
I remember those stars in the skies, the tightest grip, the warmest embrace

What I miss is being at a loss for words
What I miss is that burning anger
What I miss is your anxiety
To ask for my forgiveness
And hug me so tightly it hurts
I remember you behind me
I remember myself trembling
Taken up by all those emotions, those fireworks, the longest hug.

Too much freedom. Who exceeded the boundaries?
Too distant. Who will take the first step?
My heart. Who forgot our promises?

Who always walks at his own pace?
Who forgot to watch over me?
Who let our love become a burden?
Who forgot to care?

I still want to love you..

I remember that birthday, I remember that song
I remember those stars in the skies, the tightest grip, the warmest embrace

I'll let go, I'll walk away
That will be easier for the both of us.
No one knows that I really can't give this up
I can't give it up, I will give it up
I won't cry, I won't say a word.

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